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THE BIRDS

By Francis Anthony Govia.

Mama says when a bird is about to take flight that its song is sweet. I wonder what Mama would say about the birds today.

The sky is a great expanse of hope for all the earth, and birds are unhindered by the earth’s gravity. They beat their wings and fly from one place to another. Such is the will of a bird.

A man tried to emulate a bird so he built a plane. The plane fell into the Hudson River in January. The people in the plane were rescued by brave men who worked for the City. And this happened a few days before Barack Obama became the 44th President of the United States.

Everyone blamed the birds.

The country fought two wars. Its economy was broken, and people could not find work. What would happen to the people? The Government rescued the banks.

We stayed in our apartment in New York looking out of the window, and waiting to see birds fly across the sky.

I asked Mama if she saw them when she looked out the window. Did the birds really force the plane out of the sky? Mama said she saw gold dust. She did not see the birds.

I looked very hard but still I could not see gold dust. I saw birds flying. I saw their wings beating gracefully across a blue sky, and I wished I could fly. Maybe birds leave their troubles behind them.

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The Greater Good

Brandi Wells

By Brandi Wells.

When he was bored, my older brother used to rape me. No, I’m kidding. But if that was true you would think I was fucked up.

I am fucked up. I have never patched a hole in my jeans or jacket. I just keep wearing them that way and pretend I don’t know the hole is there. If anyone points it out I act embarrassed and say, “Oh, I didn’t know that was there.”

I have a stuffed mouse whose ears have been reattached eight times. I know it is eight times exactly because each time I thought my mother was hurting him, pulling the needle through his head and then the bottom part of his ear. I would lay on my bedroom floor for hours afterwards telling him that I loved him and that his surgery was for the greater good.

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Still Staring At My Hands

By Francis Anthony Govia

Torn and unsure I retreat each day.
I ask God to bring me an answer to my dilemma
while she prays to Jesus as if he and God
are one and the same thing.
How can two people who love each other
have such uncompromising views?
How can love survive this period?
In the midst of my dilemma I look at my hands.
My hands were once breadwinners.
They made dreams come true.
But these days my hands belong on Milton.
He served the Lord by standing and waiting!
But who is Lord? Is he Blessed Trinity?
Where is he while I press this mind
and my hands are so powerless?
Where is God when talent lies death to hide?
I watch her close the door quietly behind her,
and she goes to pray.
She is certain that her prayers are answered,
but I am still staring at my hands.

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On A Day We Met

By Francis Anthony Govia

It was one of the darkest days of
Winter. I stood outside the
entrance at Penn Station with my
hands in my pockets. The wind
was relentless. I pulled my head
inside the collar of my jacket,
and shifted from one foot to
another, waiting patiently for her
to arrive. It seems like for eons
that I waited. And then I
saw her face emerging from
within the crowd that ascended
from the station on 7th Avenue,
and the weather became
inconsequential. I felt my heart
throbbing like the wheels on the
subway train on our way home.
And her hands resting on mine
were sufficient to melt
snowflakes that rolled like tears
of happiness down my cheeks.

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Where are you going?

By Francis Anthony Govia

Where are you going, young Man?
Where are your dreams? What are your
motives? By what means do your
dreams live?
Ecstatic
Time cannot sanction this childlike
behavior. You are a man now with mind
and matter enough to achieve any
dream.

When you are old and weak no lullabies
are sung to you. The wind is cold, and
old bones ache right through. But
nothing aches like a heart full
of regret.

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The painting is entitled “Ecstatic”, and done in acrylic on canvas by Ghanaian Frank Nortei Nortey. More of Mr. Nortey’s paintings can be viewed at Novica.

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A Cry of Freedom – If I were a Slave

A Cry Of Freedom

A Cry Of Freedom

By Francis Anthony Govia

If I were a slave, work would never be completed. No purpose would ever be achieved. I would take no orders.

If I were a slave, no man would be my master. No thoughts would be inspired by me. No vision of mine would ever take form.

If I were a slave I would not propagate. I would not agitate for any cause. There would be no ideas, no values, no commitments for which I could live.

But what if I were a free man?

As a free man my labor is bountiful. My vision is limitless. My energy is sustainable, and my aspirations are unrivaled. Yet, my use to a society founded on the principles of exploitation may still be zero.

And there is the source of my dilemma. For I who wish to love, live, propagate and aspire to more than I have been given must accept the fate that I must exist as partly slave and partly free man.

And he who wishes to capitalize from my existence must appear to be a benefactor of my freedom.

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A Cry of Freedom was painted in acrylic on canvas by Ghanaian artist Desmond Boamah.

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Voices Heard In My Sleep

Brimstone Hill Fortress, St. Kitts and NevisBy Francis Anthony Govia

“Agitate your voice for things you hope to achieve. The very ideals for which you stand are about to become victims of others. Propel your passion and follow your dreams. Today may be your last chance to make them live. Roar all you lions. Roar! Never forsake your calling. Fight all you lions. Fight! A new day is dawning.”

Ambition (a song)

Anthing you want is here for you to take. If you want my tears, my heart is yours to break. Anything that you desire. Take it if you can. But no one can take my ambition.

If you want me fearful. You can watch my fingers shake. You can make me unfaithful. (And) destroy each move I make. Anything that you require. Take it if you can. But no one can take my ambition.

You can take my car. Remove the house from land. Take my visions and give them to your man. Everything that you desire. Take them if you can. But no one can take my ambition.

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Stop A Train

Govia

Bullet Train A few gifted persons have been known to stand in the way of a runaway train and stop it dead in its tracks. However, the law allows only a conductor or an engineer to stop a train under normal circumstances.

I heard from old folks that great men stop trains with only their voices.

“Stop a train with only a voice?” I said incredulously, the first time I was told this statement.
“Yes,” they replied. “Great men can do anything.”
And so I asked, “Is there any great men alive today?”
“There is still one that we know,” they said.
“Where can I find that man?” I asked.
“Do you need to stop a runaway train?” they said.
“Yes,” I said. “I need to stop it right away. The world depends on it.”
“Then go to Africa,” they said. “Go!”

I caught the first flight leaving America, and flew thousands of miles to Africa in search of a man to stop my runaway train. They said I found him amongst his people in South Africa. To me the man looked old and frail. Perhaps, once he had power, but I questioned his ability to stop the speed of my runaway train.
“Sir,” I said. “Are you the one to stop a runaway train?”
“Train? What train?” the man said.
“Sir, I need a man to stop a runaway train,” I said. “Do you have the voice to do such a thing?”
“I have principles,” the man said. “And I can speak for you but your train is heading for a train wreck.”
“Sir, I know where my train is heading,” I said. “I need someone to stop it. Can you?”
“You need more than me to help you stop your train,” the man said. “An old man’s voice does not have the tenor or endurance to stop something of this magnitude.”
“So how can I do it?” I said.
“Young man,” he said. “You need the help of the people. In days of crisis, it is said, that no man is an island. He who stands by himself in times of peril fails quickly”

I left the old man in Africa thinking to myself that maybe the old man was not so great after all. Though he showed patience and courage, these were not virtues that were expedient to me at the moment. I needed someone to stop a runaway train. I went back to America feeling alone and discontented. I wondered to myself, where is the man I needed? In the Land of the Free and Home of the Brave I came on to another of the old folks.
“Did you find the man?” she said.
“No, I did not find the man I need,” I replied. “The man I found is too weak to stop my train.”
“Then, perhaps, you should go to Boston,” she said. “You may find him there.”
“Who shall I find?” I asked, feeling suddenly euphoric. “Is he a professor?”
“No. He used to be a student.” She said. “He can help you even though now he is dead.”
“Dead!” I said. “What’s the use of a dead man to me? He cannot help me.”
“Do you need to stop your train?” she asked.
“Yes,” I said.
“Then you have to be able to dream,” she said. “Have a dream that the impossible can be done.”

I walked the length of Commonwealth Avenue in Boston in search of the man to stop my runaway train.
“Where can I find that person?” I asked, the first student I saw.
“Who are you looking for?” he replied, staring at me rather strangely.
“I am looking for a man with a voice to stop a runaway train,” I said. “Someone who studied here. You know, that man who had a dream.”
“Oh, that man,” nodded the stranger. “Try Gotlieb Research Center. It’s to your right.”

I went into the Center and peered into the thoughts of a legend. I learned that he made a historic speech at Lincoln Memorial in Washington, DC. I read that he empowered people, and Lord, the man knew how to preach. I got excited dreaming about the possibilities of stopping my runaway train. Then I remembered that the man was dead. I did not have the means to stop the train, and there was no one alive who was able to achieve that purpose.

I left Boston feeling more disappointed than when I came. I was admitting defeat to myself when I came across another of these old folks.
“Did you find who you came to look for in Boston?” he asked.
“No,” I said.
“Then you must leave Boston and go to India,” he said. “Perhaps, you may discover the solution to your problem there.”
“Why must I go to India?” I said. “Haven’t I traveled enough already? What good has it done me?”
“There’s a man from India who can help you stop your train,” he said. “Go there and learn. Be patient.”
“Ok,” I said. “But he better be in India when I get there.”

I got on to another plane and journeyed to India in search of a man to stop a runaway train. I landed in the capital on a day that was suffocating-hot, so I was in a hurry to accomplish my purpose.
“Do you know the man? I asked an Indian.
“What man?” said the Indian. “I know many men.”
“A man who has patience,” I said.
“He who has patience must also have courage,” responded the Indian.
“Good,” I said. “I need that man.”
“He who has courage must also have a plan,” said the Indian.
“Good! I have a plan!” I shouted.
“What is your plan?” asked the Indian.
“I plan to stop a runaway train,” I said.
“So how will the man help you to achieve your objective?” asked the Indian.
“The man must help me cultivate a voice strong enough to stop a runaway train dead in its tracks,” I said.
“Sir, such a man does not exist in India today,” said the Indian. “There was once such a man, but now he is dead.”
“Dead?” I shouted. “Dead again? If I had known I wouldn’t have bothered to come all this way. How am I going to stop a train if nearly all the help I’m given are dead?”
“Sir,” said the Indian. There’s no need to get angry now. You can still stop your train.”
“How…?” How can I?” I asked, choking on my frustration.
“First, you have to have the conviction that nothing can destroy the principles for which you stand,” said the Indian.
“That’s for Mandela, the man of principles from South Africa,” I said. “That is not me.”
“Second, you must be able to dream of something noble and work towards achieving it even when the physical realities of life seem to dictate that you should never achieve that dream.”
“That’s not me,” I said. “That’s for King, the dreamer.
“Third, you need the courage and determination to peacefully resist any force arrayed against the principle for which you stand, “said the Indian.
“That’s your Gandhi,” I shouted. “I’m not Gandhi. Tell me something that I do not know.”
“Sir, you don’t need the voice, Sir. It’s the rest of us who need it. Your train is the United States.”

Prolific Tactician

Francis Anthony Govia is the publisher of The Muffin Post. He is a graduate of Boston University and the University of Wisconsin Law School. Stop a Train was written during the presidency of George W. Bush when the author felt that America’s foreign policy was heading for a train wreck, and that his country was losing the moral authority to lead. In this poem, the subject traverses the globe in search of a figure with the moral conviction to bring America and the world back from the brink of impending doom. Today, as we grapple with a socioeconomic crisis, this poem has come to represent more to the author.

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Sheep

Govia

Nobody cares about sheep except for those who use them. Yet, sheep are some of the gentlest creatures around. Man keeps sheep to make clothes to keep him warm in winter. And it is often that sheep is used to make a meal. You wonder how these sweet creatures ever ended up being so victimized by the general populace, because as far as I know, there has never been an account about man being victimized by sheep.

Dogs on the other hand, despite being ferocious beasts, have a special place amongst us humans. We feed them. We sometimes clothe them. Some of us, from time to time, sleep with them. Only a small set of people eat them. Yet, no matter how nice we treat them, they can still embarrass us by showing more affection to strangers. Not so, the sheep. Lead a sheep out to pasture, and it will always look at you with sheepish love.

No newspaper has ever printed a story with the headline: “Sheep bites Man”, but dogs have bitten the hands that feed them. How come then that sheep get so less affection from us than dogs? It is true that sheep have been mentioned more times in religion than dogs, but is that a cause to celebrate? The references to sheep have often been in the context of them being sacrificed, or being lead astray, or having a need for protection from a greater being higher than that of sheep.

Nobody says that sheep is man’s best friend, but we often say that about our frisky companions — dogs.

Dogs lick our faces. We clean up after them. Who regularly kisses sheep? Even sheep’s refuse must be recycled for other uses, say, to fertilize the grass. There is always an ulterior motive to our treatment of sheep. Not so much so with dogs.

Sheep often follow whoever is in the lead, even if that leader is another mindless sheep. Dogs often work with their masters, and sometimes the master is the dog. While working, dogs nip the heels of sheep to keep them in line. Sheep never nip the heels of dogs.

Sheep will never compete with the dominant creatures in the food chain. It is likely that when Santa gives out bonuses, sheep are the last to be considered, or are not given any at all. Sheep are always happy with the roles assigned to them. A sheep would be the sacrificial lamb. It would relegate itself to inconspicuousness.

Sheep are so polite they would invite everyone around them to a “Baa”. Nobody ever gets invited to a drink by a dog until it is seen by the dog as its equal. In fact, even if you are nice to a dog, it may still chase you out of its house, and warn you never to come back. Not the inglorious sheep. As stated, the sheep will literally give you the shirt off its back. It is that selfless.

Sheep have come to be so widely used, disrespected, and led astray, that on the days that they choose to fight back, people say that they are really wolves in sheep’s clothing.

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Pulling It Out From Inside

By Brandi Wells

I open my front door and there’s no
outdoors, only a theater full of people, all
screaming at the same time because a half-
dressed girl has just been gutted. After
screaming, they keep eating popcorn and
drinking soda, because no one has been
hurt and not much has changed. But there
was one moment when everyone released
their tension with a scream and that
experience made me feel better about my
boyfriend drunk-fucking his ex and my
mother telling me my haircut made me
look like a boy. I open and close the front
door until the girl’s intestines are wrapped
around her head, tied neat in a bow,
dripping sloppy down her face and neck.

Brandi Wells

Brandi Wells has poems in the Foliate Oak, Apocryphal Text, Slab, Blaze Vox, and other Journals. She is a graduate of Georgia Southern University having majored in Writing, Linguistics and English. This poem was first published in Night Train. For more of Brandi Wells visit God Is A Giant Crab.

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